i wrote a blog that was hilarious af but then the draft didn’t save
The entry I wrote yesterday was hilarious, but now it is going to be in bullet point form.
Ate at Lotus of Siam at Red Rock. The food could be spicier, but was flavorful. The interior was beautiful as the new location won a James Beard award for design. The DJ was lit, she had pink hair, and HUGE tits
I popped my strip club cherry in Las Vegas. I love strip clubs, and it maybe my new vice. I got motorboated for the first time, and it was amazing. I love a huge fat ass with cellulite. I cannot wait to go again.
The prompt today was how can you bounce back from setback in the next year?
I am so lucky to have wonderful humans in my life. Community is important to me, and I am a big fan of multigenerational homes. I always grew up with aunties, and cousins in the home. Maybe it is because I am islander/asian, but it feels comfy to me. When I worked at a homeless shelter (ages 18-24 when I was around the same age) I would tell all the clients I would be homeless if I didn’t have a family. I grew up poor, but I was never hungry. I am good human because my Nana and Papa were always there for me when my parents did not have their shit together. My mom would send me away every summer to Hawaii, or California to spend time with families. I used to feel left out for not going to summer camp with all my friends but I got to go to the de Young Museum, Iolani Palace, went on hikes on Maui, and posed in a Portuguese oven (so funny haha). Back to the prompt I will rely on my community to provide perspective, and support during setbacks. Everyone wants to feel like the belong, and that they matter to someone. Despite being surrounded by wonderful humans again my major feeling historically is deep loneliness. I am trying to oppose that by remembering that no feeling is final. I feel like that is why I am a companion because getting to know people no matter how brief a duration I learn. I gain perspective regarding the human experience, and don’t feel as isolated.
xoxo,