I am writing a blog post

Today’s prompt: What is the best compliment you have received from another person?

I am on the phone with one of my platonic life partners (PLP) and they sent me a tiktok about some moments in life are a glimmer. My PLP shared that I am glimmer in their life. Yeah that’s changed my perspective after we had a falling out after my hospitalization.

Another compliment would be my partner sharing he loves me because I am smart, funny, beautiful, a good person, and I bring him closer to god and his family. I make him a better person.

I really need to start writing my blog posts regularly again. I often get lost in my head with my negative self-talk and doubts about the world surrounding me. Taking deep breaths, writing down the people, moments, and gifts I am grateful make me realize how fortunate I am.

Even when things are not so great I must remember that no feeling is final and the uncomfortable feelings will go away.

I am going back to reading Lightbringer. I am almost done with the novel and I don’t know what I am going to do when I finish reading it. What will be my new fixation? When I don’t have a fixation I feel aimless and bored. I am not stimulated enough in my day to day life. I am trying to embrace that boring is ok.

xx,