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Prompt today: what are some lifestyle changes you would like to make?

Whoaaaaa, this prompt makes me feel * uncomfortable * !!!!!! I will disclose that I have made a lot of lifestyle changes in the past few years. I had my tonsils taken out (I can finally breath for the first time in my life), as well as my deviated septum fixed. I saw a psychiatrist during covid, and that has been validating. I legitimately do not know how I survived going to 13 schools before college, working fulltime in undergrad (also being a double major), and graduate school with undiagnosed ADHD. That shit is fucking wild, hahaha.

I eat healthier, and my blood sugar does not need to be improved. I work out, I am the most fit I have ever been in my life, and the most flexible, lulz. I have made various lifestyle changes, and remain a feral insatiable animal.

I don’t want to make any additional lifestyle changes. I am currently on a nihilist kick, and disillusioned with the preconceived notion (at least for me) of the severity in making “life choices.” Most decisions in life are not that grave. Like just make a decision, and live with the consequences. How I want to live me life is how I am currently living my life. The only changes I want to make are to pay off my debt, and travel more. That is literally it.

I have the looming feeling that the world is ending, and nothing really matters. I am going to have as much fun as I can, while I still can. Like people wait until they are retired to travel, but I want to swim and be a little fishy in the ocean. I want to ascend high elevations, and not be concerned with my mobility.

But if I had to concede any life changes it would be to have a better sleep schedule, and spend less money.